DoriSai

Dorian Saignren

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A Toast to the Future by DoriSai, literature

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A Toast to the Future

Here's to the day when I look back at my life with regret and remorse. Here's to the day when I see my death before me and wish I could push it back just one more day. Here's to the day when I wish I took better care of myself so I can live a little while longer. Here's to the day when I apologize to everyone for all the suffering I've caused. Here's to the day when I apologize to myself for all the time I spent in darkness. Here's to the day when I worry about the legacy I leave behind. Here's to the day when I make a promise to an young soul to live longer just so that they could be spared the pain of losing me. Here's to the day when love banishes the fear in my mind. Here's to the day when instead of wishing for death I pray for just a little more time alive.

The Drink After the Daily Grind by DoriSai, literature

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The Drink After the Daily Grind

Days go by with relative ease, time flows and monotony abounds The grind required to appease, suffused through life the stagnance resounds Alone with my thoughts I inscribe this futile verse that beckons me so To the shadows I will ascribe, my insufferable poetic flow. These days I lack the ambition to forge a new trail in the unknown So I repeat my bland action in an effort to flee what I've sewn And I consistently abjured the emotions that once compelled me Such sentiments I once adored have at some point ceased to be Moments like these still surprise me and conjure these ideas afresh And leave me infused with the need to share with the m

Sliding Down by DoriSai, literature

Angel of my Dreams by DoriSai, literature

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Angel of my Dreams

Sword in hand I fight for the day I can lay down beside you And throw it away These darkened shadows Clinging to the edge Tainting my mind And blurring my pledge I swore it to you Time and again With each new cycle Beside you till the end I'm weary of battle And each swing is slower These battles between us Are driving me lower Into the Abyss The waters are drowning My love for you and I cannot see The light you're shining just for me My Angel I know you're waiting Longing for the day that I can be Your knight armor, dark or shining You'll always accept me for me I live for you, despite the pain Beneath this mortal sh

Agonizing Beats by DoriSai, literature

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Agonizing Beats

You'd think that after all the attacks it's suffered, my heart would finally crumble to dust and leave me unable to feel, yet every day I'm reminded it's there with yet another blow. Every assault leaving me feeling broken and useless, leaving me hopeless and miserable. What could I have done in my past lives to incur this sort of romantic karma? Am I doomed to fall for those I can't have for the rest of my life? What of the woman I've seen in my dreams... is she real? Will I ever find her? Will I ever be at peace? I have many years ahead of me, yet I feel so old and spread thin. I can't help but wonder why I'm trying so hard, why I f

Silent Sounds by DoriSai, literature

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Silent Sounds

What does love sound like? Is it the playful whisper of your breath in the clouds? Is it the soft rhythm of two hearts beating as one? Is it the gentle song of emotions resonating between harmonized spirits? None of these things are able to show such beauty. They are merely ripples emanating from the source. The sound of true and honest love is a silent coo of unimaginable comfort and bliss as I hold you in my arms. Just before my soul touches heaven and you kiss me. That's where the ripple flows from... I can never forget you... What does a breaking heart sound like? Is it the unearthly wail of human vocal chords stressed to the e

Whispers Within by DoriSai, literature

Sekirei Review at Episode 6 by DoriSai, literature

Walkers by DoriSai, literature

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Walkers

I call them the Walkers. I don't know what their purpose is, but they're always there. At the edge of perception they pace, wearing darkness and secrecy like a shroud. They seem to be watching me, waiting to see what happens, what I do. They're always there, they never come any closer than the edge of my senses, and they never leave. I've lashed out at them time and time again, sometimes knocking them back beyond my range, other times they dissolve into the shadows, but they always come back. Who... what are they? Why are they watching me?

Purpose by DoriSai, literature

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Purpose

"What is your purpose?" Those words had a bigger impact than expected. They felt like blades of icy fire and black lightning, burning and surging through me. I didn't know how to react, how to answer. I was confused, flustered, and scared. I shouldn't have answered, because I can't. I did what I always did when no answer comes, I created one to fill the void. This is an answer I don't... can't know. There were other answers that I shouldn't have spoken. "Have you hurt anyone?" Yes. Plain and simple I have hurt people. I made some mistakes, misjudged the situation, and lost my head a few times. I don't know what happened, though m

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The Drink After the Daily Grind by DoriSai, literature

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The Drink After the Daily Grind

Sliding Down by DoriSai, literature

Eye of the Storm by DoriSai, literature

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Eye of the Storm

Watching the chaos swirl around you Seeing that vortex of pain and gloom Shattering shards of all you held true What do you do when all is your doom? Steal the rapid air and fill your soul Ground your spirit in your faith in yourself Cleanse your essence so you see your goal Burn your passion and embrace your health You will become the eye of the storm The world crumbles but you will transform

Alone by DoriSai, literature

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Alone

standing alone, wondering why why is it that I always cry in these shadows, beyond your reach I'd rather cry alone than listen to you preach this world is dying, and I'll die too but at least I'll die not thinking of you these old wounds, they just won't heal but I won't let myself sit and be your meal love is a myth, I'm tired of the lies tired of believing that hearts can fly I'm sick of these people, I'm sick of this life for once I'm sick enough to just want to survive cut out my emotion, erase even the memory the dreams the hopes just get rid of every single thought, that sent me into this spiral that incurable illness tha

Comfortable Bliss by DoriSai, literature

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Comfortable Bliss

I'm alone up here But you placed me on this cloud Gave me this feeling Just the stars above And the soft light of the moon A cool wind blowing My troubles below Left far behind with your touch Nothing disturbs this Whenever we part The feeling lingers with me Keeping me alive My heart yearns for you And I wonder just how high I'll soar with your kiss This is strange to me I have felt love but not this This comfortable bliss

Beyond Reach by DoriSai, literature

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Beyond Reach

Why do we walk through that door that we can't come back through Why do we keep wanting more but we just don't know what to do Why do we reach our hand into the shadows beyond our hearts Only to pull it back when we must gather the broken parts It's human nature to seek the unconquerable lands It's in our blood to fight when we don't understand We live but we can't see where life will take us Instead we strive forever for what we feel we must The light in front of me is just beyond my reach It's happened before and I know just what to preach Still I wonder if I could just touch her heart Impossibly prevented but it's still

Cannabis Moon by DoriSai, literature

Christmas Beginnings by DoriSai, literature

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Christmas Beginnings

Christmas is a time of joy and cheer A time some look forward to all year Christmas is a signal for a new beginning For the sad and grieving to laugh and sing The world turns ever toward the future Turning without regard to your misery Even if you lost friends or are injured The world will turn in hopes of glee The past is behind us, the present is here The future is before us, year after year Our journeys are long, some never end But each journey needs rest, a time to mend Traveler you must be weary Your path was long and hard Life's challenges may leave you leery But relax and prepare for a new start Christmas is a time when

Clean Me AKA Thyme's Grime by DoriSai, literature

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Clean Me AKA Thyme's Grime

First is advice that never fails: What herb is it that cures all ails? What's the answer? By this rhyme, Tis simple since tis surely thyme. This time though bears the sickness for all can see something's amiss. You see, your car's covered in grime, thrown about by the one called time. That poor car surely does weep, though our weak ears hear not a peep. Wash it's surface, cleanse it you must, for it you don't, surely it'll rust.

Crumbling by DoriSai, literature

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Crumbling

I can see it, the end. This world's gonna crumble, society will fall Too much negativity caused by us all Humanity lives alone, greedy and impure We're destroying this world of that I am sure Whatever happened to the charity The good will of society Working together and generosity The helping hand of the community Humanity just lost it some time ago Stopped working together for the better, ergo The crumbling world we live in today The monotony of life now colored gray There's no passion in the crowd No desire to be loud No reason to be found No more love for the sound The rhythm of life used to resonate Within each soul seek

About DoriSai

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Artist // Hobbyist // Literature

Jan 26
United States
Deviant for 14 years
He / Him

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My Bio

Current Residence: Pennsylvania
Favourite genre of music: techno and dance!
Favourite style of art: anime and cgi
Personal Quote: Nothing is worth doing unless the consequenses are dire.

Favourite Visual Artist

Wen-M

Favourite Movies

The Secret of Kells, Cherry, Cashback, Inception, Limitless, Eternal Sunshine of the Spotless Mind, Jumper, Push

Favourite TV Shows

Eden of the East, Mushi-Shi, Jyu-Oh-Sei: Planet of the Beast King, Heroes

Favourite Bands / Musical Artists

Jack Johnson, Loreena McKennitt, LiGHTS, Owl City, Nightcore, Scooter

Favourite Books

The Inheritance Cycle, The Abhorsen Trilogy, The Legend of Drizzt

Favourite Writers

Garth Nix, Christopher Paolini, R. A. Salvatore

Favourite Games

Final Fantasy/Legend of Dragoon/Dragon Age/Fable

Favourite Gaming Platform

Playstation 1,2,3,Portable/XBOX360

Tools of the Trade

Insanity, dreams, imagination

Other Interests

Roleplaying mostly

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DoriSai

Jul 30, 2013

I should go through my DevWatch Notifications....

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Seriously, its been over 10k for at least a year now... Oddly enough it never gets much higher, I think the notifications expire after a while lol. I only ever check Feedback Messages and Notes the rare times I pop on here these days lol.

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DoriSai

Mar 15, 2012

DeviantArt is not Photobucket

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I'm getting sick of seeing people using DeviantArt to post all sorts of images they find to represent their characters or their weapons or other shit that they don't own.  There is nothing wrong with using other images as references, nothing wrong with reposting most of these images on sharing or album sites such as ImageShack or Photobucket, but posting them on your DeviantArt account is just plain wrong.  This site is one for you to post your own art, whatever it may be, not a site to put all your random reference images together.  Whether or not you claim them as yours, uploading them to the site without permission is a clear violation of

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DoriSai

Nov 15, 2011

Llamas

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If people haven't noticed I give llama's out freely and pretty randomly.  Not many people give them back though and this sadden's me.  No matter.  If you give me a llama and I haven't given you one yet, I will.

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Lilgrimmapple

Jan 29, 2020

Thank you so much for the watch!

AuPlauSe

Jan 27, 2020

Thank you for the llama. Be sure to leave a fave DoriSai

Ailixa

Jan 5, 2020

_{you have lovely works ~}

DoriSai

Jan 7, 2020

Thankyou. Unfortunately I don't get to finish most of the things I write mostly because of stress, but I'm glad someone likes the few things I've been able to put up here.

Thanks for the watch! Feel free to check out my Facebook page for more art.

RichBernatovech

Sep 3, 2015

Thanks for the watch and the badge!